First one side love story Part - 1

Its the time world is recovering from pandemic in 2020. I had completed my graduation and started to Banglore ,for next phase in my career. 

After 3months

One fine evening, I had completed my shift and returned back to my room. I had shower and started scrolling on Instagram. Then I got a whats app message in my school group inviting all the classmates, friends for get together party. After reading that text a picture of a girl started flashing in my mind. And she is non other than my first crush💖.  

I felt very happy that I'm finally going to meet her after a long time. Yeah we both studied in same class till 7th standard. After that year my father got transfer to Vizag. From then to till now I passed my days thinking about her each and every single day. 

Still 2 Days left to see her ‼️  

I packed my bags and started to my hometown with a lot excitement and joy. My journey is fully packed with childhood memories and the things I done when I was a kid, especially how I felt when I see her during those days.  And I strongly fixed to express my feeling to her. 

As the time passed I noticed that I had reached to my hometown. My father came to receive me.

The day has came

The day has finally arrived, and I reached to banquet hall. I heart felt very happy and joyfull after seeing all my childhood friends at once place, but my eyes are searching for her. At an instinct I heard a sweet voice in a mic which is coming from my backside. For a second my heart stopped beating and I'm experiencing that feeling now.

I turn around ... And I saw a girl on the stage. The girl is non other than her. 

Sometime passed, and all my friends are  playing, dancing and doing all the fun stuff. But I'm waiting for a movement to meet and talk to her. Finally the day is about to come an end after lunch.

I started looking for her after my lunch. And I found her, I think she is waiting for someone. I thought it is the right movement and I started approaching her. She saw me at distance and gave a little smile.

And I about reach her.

In the meanwhile, one of my best friend crossed me and proposed her and she accepted it. I am in a shock at that movement, swiftly I turned around and wipped out tears coming out of my eyes. My heart wants me to cry but my mind insists me to control. I came out from the venue with saying any goodbyes to my friends and reached my home. Rest of the evening I am in sad mood. My mother notices it and asks me why I am sad.

I replied..."Maa.. Dad and you have struggled allot for my education and you didn't let us know how many struggles you faced. And now I don't want to weep Dad and you by saying my pain which I am suffering now"

Next day morning I catch first bus to Banglore. The only question running in my mind after thar incident is "Why God, Why !!!! I lost my friends and even though I'm saying sorry to the they are still ignoring... And now a special person for me whom I loved so much and I thought she will be my world. Who has left for me to share my feelings and to remove my loneliness."

There are few things which we can't share with our parents. We will share those things or feelings with our trusted friends and to our special ones. Now! I don't have neither friends nor special ones.

My heart is feeling heavy now and it can't handle it anyone more. I covered my face with blanket and started crying silently....

To be continued....